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I was hurt once in timeI was hurt at once in time
But then you came and saved me
As badly i was hurt and broken and could barley be repaired
You didnt care you fell for me anyways
As badly as my arms were cut and burned
The pain i inflicted on my self you still didnt care all you saw was beauty
When you found out i was anorexic you wanted to be there for me and help me get better
All the bad things to me
You thought was beauty
You thought that is what makes me
When you found out all the bad things the wicked ex did to me
You wanted to go rip his head off
You said " i promise i will never hurt you like that, I cant stand to see you hurt"
When you said that i was hesitant of trusting you and letting you
When i told you that you said "take all the time in the world im not going any were"
Then i just laid down on the couch and you came and cuddled with me with out asking knowing i was reflecting on my past then you said "I wont let any one hurt you like that again I promise"
I started to shake you held me tighte
Help MeIv stopped eating
Iv started cutting and burning my self..
The razor blade is extra sharp
There is no one who can help me
The last time iv eaten was three months ago
Iv stopped eating cause i got teased by calling fat
The tears roll down my face
Were the tears roll i cut my face
The blood poors down my face
I Put the razor to my throat
But i cant cut
So i put it to my wrist and cut deep
There is so much blood poring out of me
I start to laugh and keep laugh this is so amusing
Then he comes in the door and starts freaking out
trying to stop the blood but he cant i just keep laughing and crying
i tell him he cant save me but he just keeps trying
he starts to cry i stop laughing
There is so much blood
Iv lost so much i start to get dizzy as i lay my head on his lap
He just says "babe i cant loose you you promised me you would stop and you promised me you would eat aging"
I say " i know i did and im sorry" i start to close my eyes.....
Inner Court Part 2Mabel gingerly hoisted up her skirts as she stepped over and bit of black mud. The trees still dripped of the outright downpour last night. She heard the West Mill had taken heavy damage from the vicious winds. Her heart quickened when the sound of steel against steel echoed about the wooded area. Mabel was utterly surprised to see high princess Beth practicing with her brother, Shaviadia. His face was blank and empty as if he didn't care whether he killed her or not. No sweat gleamed on his face. Beth lowered her sword a little and the sword just cut into her shoulder to the left of the collarbone. She gasped. Mabel rushed to her side, but the young lord's sword prevented her aid. "Do you yield?" Beth picked up her sword in anger. He met her sword with an upward blow that splintered the metal like glass, and swiftly kicked her in the gut. As would anyone, she fell to the ground. "Do you yield?" he repeated. Her golden brown eyes filled with tears of pain. He sheathed his sword and clo
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